Thursday, October 12, 2006

LEAVING ON A JET PLANE (last Day In Nepal)

All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go,
I'm standing here outside your door,
I hate to wake you up to say good-bye.
But the dawn is breaking, it's early morn,
the taxi's waiting He's blowing his horn.
Already I'm so lonesome I could die.

So kiss me and smile for me,
tell me that you'll wait for me,
hold me like you'll never let me go.'
Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane,
don't know when I'll be back again.
Oh, babe, I hate to go.

There's so many times I've let you down,
so many times I've played around,
I tell you now they don't mean a thing.
Every place I go I'll think of you,
every song I sing I'll sing for you,
when I come back, I'll bring your wedding ring.

So kiss me and smile for me,
tell me that you'll wait for me,
hold me like you'll never let me go.
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane,
don't know when I'll be back again.
Oh, babe, I hate to go.

Now the time has come to leave you,
one more time let me kiss you,
then close your eyes,
I'll be on my way.

Dream about the days to come
when I won't have to leave alone,
about the times I won't have to say:
kiss me and smile for me,
tell me that you'll wait for me,
hold me like you'll never let me go.

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane,
don't know when I'll be back again.
Oh, babe, I hate to go.
I'm leaving on a jet plane,
don't know when I'll be back again.
Oh, babe, I hate to go.

Yeah, Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane, I don't know when I'll be back again........This is one of my personal favourite song. I really like this song and I am pretty sure that most of the people love this song coz it has got very good lyrics, music and the singer who has sing this song has done absolutely wonderful job. I didn't know that this song will become part of my life since I was about to leave Nepal for my studies and from so many angle, this song was perfectly reflecting my life.

From my childhood, I 've been lucky enough to get more love from everyone either its from parents or grandparents or other neighbours. I was the third baby girl of my parents that's why my dad and mom used to call me "kanchi" and my sisters had always given me soo much love. I had everything that I wanted and dreamt of. Though my father was government officer he gave all of us good education, good manner, freedom and everything that we want. My mom was good housewife and a very good mother who has shown us the right way and always teach us to live our life in our own way.

7th October 2006, One of the most important and memorable day for me. It was the most important day for me in different ways...I was leaving Nepal, I was going to Melbourne to start new life....Going to be far from all my family and frens...and so so... and it was so hard for me to go through all these so suddenly. Since I got visa, my mom started crying...my dad was strong enough to hide his tears and my sisters and brother who were more like my best frens were pretty sad. This day is going to change my whole life. I am petty sure its for me and for my good career but then also its really very hard to believe cause everything was happening so quickly.

I had no responsibilty, no tensions, life was simply easy for me but after finishing up my 10+2, then I start thinking about my life and made myself engaged with works though my parents were against me but my sisters were good enough to understand me and my feelings. So, I always get their support and encouragement. With the passes of time, I get mature enough to understand the things and start taking my life in a practical way. I thought of going abroad for my further studies and I shared these things initially with my elder sister Archu and she was pretty happy with my descision then we talked with Dad and Mom and they simply said.."If you really wanna go then go..Its your life you can live it as you wish". Then I did IELTS and after finishing up my IELTS I started my processing within 4 months of processing I got VISA. I was so happy when I got visa but I haven't thought this day is going to be this much tough for me to leave everyone. After getting visa I told everyone about the news and everyone got angry with me since I haven't told anyone of them about my processings and everything.

Finally, the day has come to leave home. All my relatives and frens were at my home form the day before. My Best fren Sachin also got back from India to meet me for the last time before I left Nepal. I was very nervous infact, I was feeling so different from the Morning itself...bit tired cause of shoppings and all. I spent whole day with my frens and family. I had a late night flight so, it was good for me to spend whole day with my frens and family.

Finally, it was time for giving Shagun. I couldn't stop myself from crying....everyone was crying along with me my Bhauju, Dai, Aja, Paju, Dad, Mom, Sisters... and I can't forget Archu Di crying while giving Shagun. I didn't know that she was so sensitive, she is the one whom I really admire. She is a true insipiration for me. We used to work together till late night in our computer room she used to help me alot infact everyone. Hey Archu Di "U R THE BEST". I am really gonna miss you more than anyone.

Now, it was time to go to airport. All of them were in the airport. I was so nervous cause everything was happening so quickly. But I have to go...I bid bye to all and gave a warm hug to my dear Sachin. It was the most hardest time of my life to get depart from everyone. But this is life and life goes on like this. I enter inside the airport to get board pass and manage everything and bid them last bye and went upstairs towards the waiting room. The only thing that was hitting on my mind at that very moment was, when I am going to get back now.......

I know its hard to be far away form all your near and dear one and spend so many years far from them but its all for me and for my good career. I am here to do something and to establish my own identity. I will fulfill my Dad, Mom and sister's dream. I am here to make my own life and for good reason. Its true that I am going to miss them so badly but their support is always with me to carry on my life ahead. I Love U Dad and Mom, Archu Di, Bandu Di U two are THE WORLD'S BEST SISTERS I Love U two alot and my dear brother Sudip, I Love U too .....yeah once again..cause I'm leaving on a jet plane I don't know when I will be back again...............

Thanks

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At 7:24:00 pm , Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey !! Don't worry fren ...I know you are a strong girl. U know that you are there for a very good reason. DOn't take too much tension..Enjoy your life and Study hard and fullfill your every dreams. Your family and frens are always with you....

Love,
Santosh

 
At 8:09:00 pm , Blogger Sadhana said...

Thanks santosh for your comment. I know you all are there for me. Missing you guys alot.

 
At 8:28:00 pm , Blogger archana said...

julie, yes that day was really sad for all of us. I felt like my one of my piece of heart is going to be detached. Whenever I remember that day my tears automatically comes out. I feel so lonely in home. I can't see even your empty bed. But when I see your smiling face’s picture in your room, your awards of college and award of nestle we feel that you are here somewhere in room, when ever I buy new things as you know me I need to show everybody in home at that time I really miss you, ani whenever there is good things we use to share laddu and sona papri to each other at that time i really miss you dear.

But we are so happy that you are there for good cause. All our all support and prayers are with you. We never feel that you are away, there is not a even single day that we haven’t talked about you. Take care. We all love you so much.

 
At 10:41:00 pm , Anonymous Anonymous said...

Oh My God!! That was exteremly good article. I have never notice that you can write so well. Its all perfect. Every article is so good and meaningful. I really liked it.

I din't know that you are in Melbourne now thikai chha hamilai nabhanikana gako hoina ????. I still remember that cute face with a sweet smile and hey do you remember sometime you used to laugh as if you are going to die hahahaha.

Now, you are in Melbourne so, let me be Grandpa for a while hai ta...Ramrari Basnu, Ramrari Padnu, Dherai Tension nalinu, Dherai paisa kamaunu ani kahile kahi sathi harulai pani pathaunu hai.. (hahah just kiddin) and most important thing sathi harulai nabirsanuni la birsyo bhane hook bhetcha ni feri !!!! Just focus on your studies and finish up with flying colours. Whenever you feel lonely just remember us I'm pretty sure you will feel better. Lots of Love

Your fren,
Joyti

 
At 3:22:00 pm , Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hahaha !! Its kinda same case for me as well. It waas really very hard for me to leave home. Right now I am in US, I really miss my family and frens like anything else. Every one who is goin abroad has the same stroy..so don't worry infact, Stay happy all the time and live your life to the fullest. Nice posting!!! Keep it up!!

Cheers!!

 
At 11:43:00 pm , Anonymous Anonymous said...

Oey!!

K ho ta ? kahile Melbourne pugeko? Hamilai ta bhanna pani nahune hoina la la thikai chha!! Enjoy your stay in Melbourne and Keep on posting new articles hai its really good !! Keep it up!! Missing U!!


With Best Wishes,
Laxmi

 
At 12:08:00 am , Anonymous Anonymous said...

Sadhana!!

Good to know that you are in Melbourne nowdays. How is life goin out there? I hope you are doing good with your studies and everything and Rahul is also thinkin of coming there. Take Care and Study well.

Best of Luck!!
Shashank

 
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